Hi Sweetheart,
It has been awhile since I posted to this blog. I love you more today then I did yesterday. I am not even sure if you are reading this. I don’t think you are. There are days that I dont know what to day or do. I know that I adore you. I am trusting God to touch our hearts. This is all I know to do.
This blog is special to me an will always be special to me. I know the newness is gone with us. But we need to come up with different ways to build our relationship. We need God to intervene in what we had. I am going to serve God in a different way then I ever had before in my life.
I pray for you much and I would never be unfaithful to you. I have to answer to God. I have a lot of good traits. I know I am not the best looking man and you may not even be attracted to me no more. The only thing I can do is change what I can and ask God to help me in the other things I have no control over.
I pray the word of God over your life and your family my precious Jodi. Whenever you doubt my love, reread what we had. Sometimes my heart breaks because i dont know how to pray. Sometimes I think i am a burden to you and if that is so i am sorry I want a future with you. I know timing is everything. I want to be in your life forever. I want you to be my wife someday. If it takes years I am willing to wait. I truly believe that God choose me for you and you for me.
Only God can tell you and show you.
I will write more later.
This is beautiful. We will find our spark again. You are so handsome babe, you are beautiful on the inside and on the out. You are my future, I will be your wife someday, and we will be happy! Thank you for opening my eyes, thank you thank you thank you.