love hurts – Frank and Jodi Journey https://frankandjodi.com The Journey of Jodi and Frank! Sat, 14 Aug 2021 11:00:01 +0000 en-US hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=6.8.2 Still so much distance https://frankandjodi.com/still-so-much-distance/ https://frankandjodi.com/still-so-much-distance/#respond Mon, 02 May 2016 17:57:00 +0000 https://frankandjodi.com/still-so-much-distance/ I had honestly hoped that by now we would be getting closer and falling back in love, but unfortunately the damage seems to be to strong the distance seems to get larger and larger and instead of drawing close we just keep slipping away.  It is really sad, and I wish I knew a way to fix things, but I don’t.  It seems like everything that I try just seems to have the opposite effect, so now I honestly have kind of stopped trying.  I am at such a loss.  I care about you so much, and I am so sorry that I hurt you, but I didn’t do it on purpose, and I can’t change it. I just honestly don’t know what to do, so I have just left it in God’s hands.   I guess the damage is just to deep.  I am glad that we are still friends, and I do hope that one day we can be more again.  However at this time I know that you don’t feel that way about me.  It hurts and I have cried many tears over it, but I can understand.  I pray that God heals your heart, and helps you to find the peace that you are needing.

]]> https://frankandjodi.com/still-so-much-distance/feed/ 0 Sad realization https://frankandjodi.com/sad-realization/ https://frankandjodi.com/sad-realization/#respond Thu, 10 Mar 2016 16:48:00 +0000 https://frankandjodi.com/sad-realization/ It is sad to think that it has been 2 months today since you told me that you loved me.  It is sad to think that this journey seems to be coming to an end.  I really do still think that we are meant to be, but I don’t think that you feel that way any longer.  It seems like you have lost all your feelings for me.  It hurts, and makes me very sad, but I know that time will heal all wounds.  I really want you to be happy, and I am sorry for the hurt that I caused you.  I pray for you daily and will keep praying for you no matter what happens with you and I.

]]> https://frankandjodi.com/sad-realization/feed/ 0 This weekend https://frankandjodi.com/this-weekend/ https://frankandjodi.com/this-weekend/#respond Wed, 09 Mar 2016 20:00:00 +0000 https://frankandjodi.com/this-weekend/ Well, I am suppose to see you this weekend, and to be honest I am nervous.  Things are so weird between us and I just don’t know what to expect.  It seems like you really aren’t the same guy you use to be, and i hope that the hardness, or coldness, or whatever it is, isn’t due to me.  I pray for you all the time, and I pray that God gives you peace, and restores your joy.  You are a great guy and I want you to be happy.

]]> https://frankandjodi.com/this-weekend/feed/ 0 So much on my mind. https://frankandjodi.com/so-much-on-my-mind/ https://frankandjodi.com/so-much-on-my-mind/#respond Thu, 11 Feb 2016 22:14:00 +0000 https://frankandjodi.com/so-much-on-my-mind/ I know you don’t realize it but my heart is broken too.  I didn’t realize how I was treating you ,and in a week my life went from being “normal” to losing my best friend.  I went from having a loving, caring boyfriend/partner, to someone that doesn’t even want to talk to me.  That is heartbreaking enough, but then add to it that I find out that I have hurt the person that has always been there for me, the one that has loved me for so long.

You no longer call me, unless I ask.  You no longer use any terms of endearment, you won’t give me an answer about coming to see me.  You don’t tell me you love me.  I miss all of this, I miss your facebook post.  I miss your voicemails, I miss you calling me babe, and darling, and telling me you love me.  I miss us.  I know it is wrong of me to complain about being hurt, after all the hurt I have caused you, but I still have feelings and a heart and right now it is broken, and I am doing everything in my power to help you through this, I am trying my hardest to show you that i have changed and that I am putting the work and the effort into our relationship like I should have been doing.  I need you to please give in a tiny bit.  Start acting like you like me again.  Start giving me a chance, come and see me, spend time with me, look into my eyes and see the love there.  Let me cry in your arms, cry in mine, please please give us a chance to reconcile.  I have hurt you, and I am so so sorry, and there aren’t enough words to ever show you this, but I truly think you are letting the hurt possibly destroy our future and our happiness.  I love you, and I truly think that God put us together, and here, listen to this song and know I mean all the words.

I probably shouldn’t even post this, I was just typing to get it off my chest, but I don’t think you are reading these anyway, so I am going to go ahead and post, after all this blog is for the good and the bad to see how we pushed through and made it work.

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