Jodi’s thoughts – Frank and Jodi Journey

Frank Wyatt — Mon, 01 Aug 2016 19:14:00 +0000

There is still so much distance with us, it is hard. I hate that we hardly ever talk. I know that things are a little better, the bitterness seems to be getting better, but there is still so much that needs to change. I am thankful for the years that we have had, and I hope that we can work things out, but even if we don’t I will never regret these years, they have been some of the best of my life. I know that God placed you in my life for a reason all those years ago, and you truly are one of my dearest friends, you always have been.

Anyway, not sure what all I am trying to say, I am just sad, and lonely. I hope you are having a good day, and that you find time today to do something to make you smile!

Lots of hugs!

Still so much distance

Frank Wyatt — Mon, 02 May 2016 17:57:00 +0000

I had honestly hoped that by now we would be getting closer and falling back in love, but unfortunately the damage seems to be to strong the distance seems to get larger and larger and instead of drawing close we just keep slipping away. It is really sad, and I wish I knew a way to fix things, but I don’t. It seems like everything that I try just seems to have the opposite effect, so now I honestly have kind of stopped trying. I am at such a loss. I care about you so much, and I am so sorry that I hurt you, but I didn’t do it on purpose, and I can’t change it. I just honestly don’t know what to do, so I have just left it in God’s hands. I guess the damage is just to deep. I am glad that we are still friends, and I do hope that one day we can be more again. However at this time I know that you don’t feel that way about me. It hurts and I have cried many tears over it, but I can understand. I pray that God heals your heart, and helps you to find the peace that you are needing.

Just a quick message

Frank Wyatt — Fri, 01 Apr 2016 01:55:00 +0000

I just want you to know that I love you and miss you lots.

Thinking of you today

Frank Wyatt — Fri, 18 Mar 2016 16:09:00 +0000

Hi there Handsome,

I just wanted to let you know that you are so special, and you are an amazing man. I am glad that i have someone like you that I can relay on when times are hard. someone that I can ask to pray for my request and i know that you will be doing so, you have no idea how much that means to me. So thank you dear, and remember what a blessing you are to me.

Missing you

Frank Wyatt — Wed, 16 Mar 2016 17:55:00 +0000

I just wanted to take a moment to let you know that I miss you. I appreciate you so much, and I am so thankful that we are friends. I know it has been a hard road lately but I know that God is doing a work in both our lives. You are a sweet man, and I want the best for you.

Sad realization

Frank Wyatt — Thu, 10 Mar 2016 16:48:00 +0000

It is sad to think that it has been 2 months today since you told me that you loved me. It is sad to think that this journey seems to be coming to an end. I really do still think that we are meant to be, but I don’t think that you feel that way any longer. It seems like you have lost all your feelings for me. It hurts, and makes me very sad, but I know that time will heal all wounds. I really want you to be happy, and I am sorry for the hurt that I caused you. I pray for you daily and will keep praying for you no matter what happens with you and I.

This weekend

Frank Wyatt — Wed, 09 Mar 2016 20:00:00 +0000

Well, I am suppose to see you this weekend, and to be honest I am nervous. Things are so weird between us and I just don’t know what to expect. It seems like you really aren’t the same guy you use to be, and i hope that the hardness, or coldness, or whatever it is, isn’t due to me. I pray for you all the time, and I pray that God gives you peace, and restores your joy. You are a great guy and I want you to be happy.

I need you

Frank Wyatt — Fri, 19 Feb 2016 19:08:00 +0000

I have a feeling that you are thinking that nobody notices you, and that noone needs you, well my love, that is not true, I need you. There is noone that makes me smile the way that you do, there is noone that I can trust like i trust you, there is noone that knows all my secrets but you. You have always been my friend, and I have always trusted you to give me advice without judgement. I need you sooo much, God knew I was going to need someone and He gave me you and i am so very thankful.

Missing you

Frank Wyatt — Fri, 19 Feb 2016 19:03:00 +0000

I wish I was seeing you this weekend. I know you can’t, and I wouldn’t want you to take this virus to your family, but I just really miss you and need you. I appreciate how amazing you have been this week. I know you have had to push yourself out of your comfort zone, and I truly want you to know how much I appreciate it.

Babe, I wish that I could take the hurt and pain and depression away, just know I am here. 24/7. I will do my best to never let you down again babe.

Again, I miss you so very much, and I am praying for you honey.

I truly love you

Frank Wyatt — Fri, 12 Feb 2016 20:34:00 +0000

I know that I haven’t been telling you that I love you, but I am so afraid that you won’t say it back, or you will just say thank you and I am to fragile right now to handle that, so I figured I would tell you here, on the off chance that you are reading this blog.

I do love you very much, and I want to tell you just how much. I hope that my actions are showing you that I am truly sincere and trying to improve our relationship. I value you, you are so special and dear to me. I love this song, and I think it describes us, please listen to all the words.