It truly breaks my heart what has happened to us. I know I have been distant. I really am trying to move forward. I am sorry what happened to you guys this past weekend. What a hardship that was. I will continue to keep you in prayer.
I have been thinking in my mind different things. What I could have done different. I love you more then you will ever know. I am asking God to to touch my heart. I always try to think of others before me. I am not perfect tho.
You want me to be honest and i want you to be honest to me.
When i seen your ex pop-up on your friends list, it broke my heart. I am not accusing you of anything. Sometimes I dont know how you can have a ex- on your friends list. I am just venting is all. Then his saying a big hug to you, that tore my heart. I am being over sensitive I know right now.
Like I said i love you more then you will ever know and I care about you.
I will talk to you later this morning.
I still want us to work at repairing the hurts.