I want to tell you I love you so much. I so enjoy sending you little gifts and that is one way for me to show that I love you. I really believe what we have is so special and I love just being with you. When I think of you my heart smiles.
I ordered something today. I really pray that it is going to help bring healing to you and your heart over Dave. This will be with you for the rest of your life. That will never change. It is 2 items that is coming from Amazon. I am going to tell you tomorrow when we talk. You may not what to even open it right way. You will know when the time is right. I even ordered me the same item. I was thinking that we could do it together. That will be up to you.
Honestly I am not even sure if you are reading these blog posts. I pray that you are. Again I am so sorry I wasn’t more aware of what you needed. I cant change the past. I can only change today and the future. I love you more then words can say. This blog is so special and i will always treasure it.
You are a amazing lady and I so want you happy. You have so much responsibility. I respect you so much on how you take care of others. You are my best friend and Girlfriend. I want to be a role model to you and treat you the way you deserve to be treated. You are a Princess and Angel in my eyes. I will tell you again this. We have been together now for over 3 years and I have been faithful and never have cheated on you.
Sure I have my own insecurities in my life. I think sometimes we struggle in life with different things. Sometimes our past relationships can bleed into the ones we have now. Well I said a lot and I am praying you see this.
I love you with all my heart my special Angel.
Frank
06/24/2015
I pray Gods blessing over our relationship
The gift you gave me was amazing, I am now ready to try to deal with the loss of David, nothing has ever broken me like this before. I miss him every single day, multiple times a day. I know he would want me to enjoy my life, but I have only had bits of happiness since he passed, and I thank you for those times. You push me to do things even when i just want to stay in bed. Had it not been for you planning our Chicago trip, and Marie Osmond concerts, and the Safari, well I probably would have stayed in bed every weekend if I could have. But I know I have to deal with all this hurt. I have closed myself off so that I can't be hurt anymore and that is no way to live. I hope you will do that book with me now that i am ready, but regardless I am so thankful you thought so much of me to find something to help me heal. You are the best boyfriend in the world.