I just had to let you know what just happened (hopefully I don’t get fired for being so unproductive this week, but this is more important) Anyway I was reading the blog, and it is breaking my heart, I feel your hurt, I see how hard you tried, I feel the time, prayers and energy that you have put in while I was being blind.
Anyway, I went to the bathroom, because I was in tears, over the hurt i have caused you. When it occurred to me, that God answered your prayers babe. I saw you plain as day praying and pleading the blood over our relationship. I saw you giving it to God even if it meant letting me go. Well God answered your prayers honey. God took my blinders off, God has touched my heart, and opened my eyes, and I know it was God because normally I would have been defensive or resentful and figured you were just asking to much, and that i was right and you were wrong. But that isn’t what happened babe! My heart is broken, but I am feeling things, things that I have had bottled up and pushed back.
Babe God is giving you back your old girlfriend, best friend, companion, future, but He isn’t giving you the old girl back, He is giving you the new improved version. So I know you are still hurt and confused but start thanking Him and praising Him for answering your prayers. I know He showed me this, I wish I could call you, I have never had an experience like that before.
Thank you God for Frank, thank you God for giving him the will to pray over this relationship for the past 2 years. Thank you God for the love that you gave him for me. Thank you God for restoring and giving us a future.