One step at a time

Hey babe,

I just want you to know that I absolutely, totally, and completely, adore you. I know that you are going through alot right now, but babe, just keep doing what you are doing.  Our God has everything in control.  He has your future at work under control, He has your family’s health under control, He has your finances under control, He has your future under control, and all you have to do is keep on trusting Him and claiming His favor over your life.  So in other words, just keep doing what you are doing, and let Him do the work.

I love you, and I appreciate you.  Thank you for all the kind words and text and encouragement that you have been giving me.  You have no idea how much each text, or each kind sentence just covers a little of the wound that my heart has from the past.  I wish that I didn’t need that from you, I wish that I wouldn’t worry, or need your reassurance, but I will be honest and just admit that I do.  I need to know that you love me, and care for me, and that you are thinking of me, and that you want to be with me and only me.  I need to know that you are still wanting a future that includes me in it.  I think that I need all of this just because I have been hurt and used so much in the past.  And even though I know you are not that type of person, I still get doubts, and just need those extra words.  SO anyway, I said all that just to say thank you. You have been so amazing, and you have touched my heart more than you will ever know.

Frank, please know that I am here for you, day, or night, thick and thin.  I am not going any where. I only want to be with you.  You are the most amazing man that I have ever met, and you are not only the man that I love, you are my best friend that I want to share everything with.  I may get sad over the distance, and I may get jealous over others that have their significant other close enough to see often, but I wouldn’t trade what we have for anything.  I know that the distance is temporary and that some day in the future I will get to be with you all the time, and hug and kiss you every day.  That is an amazing thought and will get me through the sad times when I am missing you so much.

Whew, I just typed a book, and now I am considering just deleting this whole rambling mess lol, but I’m going to send it, so that you will know how much you are on my mind today.  I love you, and I promise to keep striving to be the best partner that you could ever hope or pray for.

Love always, and forever,
Jodi