There is still so much distance with us, it is hard.  I hate that we hardly ever talk.  I know that things are a little better, the bitterness seems to be getting better, but there is still so much that needs to change.  I am thankful for the years that we have had, and I hope that we can work things out, but even if we don’t I will never regret these years, they have been some of the best of my life.  I know that God placed you in my life for a reason all those years ago, and you truly are one of my dearest friends, you always have been.

Anyway, not sure what all I am trying to say, I am just sad, and lonely.  I hope you are having a good day, and that you find time today to do something to make you smile!

Lots of hugs!